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Hatoful boyfriend scarecrow1/3/2024 Could want, deeply, in his blood, in his marrow, in his dna, for someone to suffer. Hitori never thought he could desire that. Considers it, imagines what it would be like. Hitori doesn't, but he thinks about it, sometimes. There are so many things in the school's small infirmary. That does not stop him from considering it, with the doctor. Hitori does not take anything from anybody nor does he ever hand anything to anybody– not when it is something that can be put in the mouth, at least– not since he handed Nanaki his portion of the pills. It makes it easy to ignore the content even if he can't ignore the weight. All the voices that drown him out, that fill his bones until he becomes heavy with them. They become background noise with all the other thoughts. The voices are just his own thoughts, anyway, and they fade. Wants to be destroyed in that way, by a man who cries so silently at night he can barely hear it and tosses and turns so much he rarely sleeps. Wants to be prey to a heartless monster- Wants to be prey to a monster who cares a little too much, who feels so deeply it burns, who loves until it turns just a touch acidic and threatens to destroy himself and everything around him. He doesn't ask him to leave, doesn't pull back. They told him, "He is a monster and you will be his prey, unless you cut him out." They told him, "He will eat you up, and take what he wants, and spit out what he doesn't." They told him, "This boy could ruin you, if you let him." ![]() Voices that whispered with urgency, that begged to be listened to.
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